i'm still stuck. i want to ignore everything he does, i don't even want to remember that he existed but i just can't. ant now i'm falling for him again. god! i'm such an idiot! one small act of kindness, one simple hi from him i return to being a lovesick puppy. i don't want to feel like this anymore because i know that i'm gonna end up crying once again.
i'm tired of hearing my heart jump to my throat every time i hear his name being mentioned. i'm dreading every news about him, im always thinking he found someone. i don't think i can do it anymore... being friends but actually still hurting because you are constantly reminded that he's not going to belong to you. :(
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